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< Tuesday, September 28, 2004 >

its amazing how in one moment everything can suddenly become so clear =)

:: Gina 11:20 PM :: 0 comments
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this morning has been really tough...theres an odd wave of something taking over...not sure what's going on...

its been awhile since ive done any recaps of what ive really been doing...just more europe...then occasional random comment and mostly just song lyrics...

so i guess ill do a recap:

this weekend...friday after a huge headache...headed to cheesecake and grabbed a little to eat then headed up to huntington beach...picked a pub with live music and chilled for a bit...reminded me just how much i LOVE live music...the band wasnt even that good...it just hit the spot...saturday...after milling around for awhile...decided to go watch the forgotten...what a ridiculous movie...haha...sunday i spent the entire day watching TV...dled TV...the ENTIRE day...hahahaha

last weekend...friday went jacuzzi...originally we were goign to fit in some beer pong...but it was WAY too dark...and we couldnt see the balls...then headed to honda ya...mm....craving it now =)...saturday watched sky captain which i really really enjoyed...then went to dinner with my mom and erica cuz now im getting paid...=P then jen had her house warming party...stayed there for a bit...she made homemade paninnis...i just ate the cheese...haha...left early...sunday...i dont really remember what i did sunday....

then the week before that! friday i had the BEST time ever...like literally...went to this bar/club in laguna beach called ocean brewery...there was about 8 of us and it was just rockin...my goodess the boys were HOT...i cant even begin to describe it...kristin says thats how the parties are like in SB...shit...i should have gone to SB =P...yes...these surfer style white boys...put on a dress shirt and bam...on my knees...hahaha...no...but really...the best part of the night was that EVERYONE was dancing...all 8 of us...and it was just a good time...drama-free, stress-free fun =) went to dennys after and <cough> there was some good moments in there too...heehee...that bascially made the weekend...saturday did car stuff...sunday did more car stuff...then watched resident evil 2...not too bad...entertaining to say the least...

before that was the 4 day weekend? hmm...i dont remember much from that weekend...just that we went to stephs for a bbq...and it was pauls b-day so i went to visit him at his new place...i mean...eva's new place...haha...he has the cutest puppies ever...im sure i watched a movie or something...

any further back and i think my brain is going to explode...my memory has been shady lately...completely shot...ill wake up not remembering anything...past is catching up to me! heehee =P

:: Gina 8:58 AM :: 0 comments
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IM GOING TO GREENDAY!!!

ON THE FLOOR!!!

YYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

:: Gina 3:35 PM :: 0 comments
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ginadiscute: LOL
Is He Cute: WOW
Is He Cute: you werent kidding
ginadiscute: wow indeed
ginadiscute: hahahaha
ginadiscute: told u
Is He Cute: freak
Is He Cute: haha
ginadiscute: ginaiscute was already taken
Is He Cute: lol

freaks i tell you...freaks...

:: Gina 9:20 AM :: 0 comments
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Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my father's come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars

Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost

Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began

Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars

Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost

Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends

:: Gina 10:17 AM :: 0 comments
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i left off in prague...then we took an overnight train to

krakow, poland


look who i run into at the train station! katherine chiu...random...


overnight train...


so small!


the castle.......soooooo much tapestry...


the garden inside...


shes really that much taller than me!?!?!


dragons den under the castle


the dragon...and vivian...and a bunch of kids...


university


the main square has this exposition about refugees


church


the square was covered with pigeons


more pigeons


tunnel with a bunch of vendors inside


krakow friends...mmm...doner kabab...


at a bar


geeky irish boy and gay holland boy =P


drunkards...malaysia chick and diseased girl...

thats it for now...next post will be long and serious...bye bye!

:: Gina 1:07 PM :: 0 comments
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i am so ridiculously tired...i thought i knew tired...until the way i feel tonight...wow...8-5...530-730...death...oh man...blah!

but hey...i got a promotion today! im going to be doing work for all the regions now...not just southern california...=)

i had a convo to put here...but i accidently xed out the box...but it went something like this:

g: they just gave me a promotion
a: wtf...what for?
g: im good at what i do
a: because youre the best at dling music?

i dont just dl music and chat online at work!...i swear! gotta admit that im pretty good at the dling music though =P

ok...i really need to get some rest...outies =)

:: Gina 11:02 PM :: 0 comments
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I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..
I walk alone and I walk a-

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

:: Gina 7:15 PM :: 0 comments
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after years of talk...i finally did it...and all on my own =)

its a...scary/nervous/stressful/wonderful feeling =P

:: Gina 10:07 AM :: 2 comments
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cut my hair...





should i go shorter?

:: Gina 11:58 PM :: 1 comments
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so a friend of mine recently was telling me about this chick he met over the weekend and completely fell in love with...but of course...she ended up living across the world and was just visiting the states...these long distance relationships...i dont know...but...should distance really be that big of a factor? <shrug> seems like a common issue these days...probably will be for the next couple of years with everyone having to find jobs/school and moving around and what not...blah...

i wouldnt mind moving away...but it just doesnt seem feasible...

but being single has its perks doesnt it...its sorta different this time though...i dont hate it as much as before...maybe because working takes up so much time and energy that i dont even think about it til the weekend...the rest of the week is just so repetative...

this was a boring post...ive done nothing at work today...bye bye!

:: Gina 9:21 AM :: 0 comments
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so...i realize im really really behind...but i just finished the 2nd season of alias...and i was bawling when vaughn came into the room...like...crying my eyes out...i havent cried like that since the beginning of season 1...

last couple of weeks have been very trying...getting used to this "real world" shit is a lot tougher than i orginally thought...esp when so many people arent with me yet...<sigh>...then a bunch of added pressures on the side...plus living at home...blah blah blah...it could be worse...blah blah blah...i know i'll pass...everything always works out

did a lot of stupid shit...time to get over it and get on with life =)

its been two whole weeks at this new job and its a much better fit than the last one...my official title is...regional office coordinator...sounds cool to me =)

:: Gina 1:32 PM :: 1 comments
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Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened
And you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours
Till I'm sure what I want
But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way

Please keep your hands down
And stop raising your voice
It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
So just say yes or no
Why can't you shoulder the blame
Coz both my shoulders are heavy
From the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said...
Oh, my God

Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
Oh baby let me explain something
It's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking the and not a lot else
It seems I've stepped over lines
You've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride

:: Gina 4:23 PM :: 0 comments
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so i havent blogged in awhile...you know why? cuz i ran out of memory in my archives for the month of august...hehe...i guess all those pictures are taking up too much space...but its a new month...so let's go!

prague(cont.)


charles bridge...absolutely gorgeous...


so we decided to be adventurous and went to a czech resturant...SO GOOD! czech food was probably the best food i had in europe...this meal here...$8...including tax and a large tip...bowl of goulash, alcohol, and entree (including czech dumplings and sauerkraut...dont knock it til youve tried it!)...$8!


friends! 3 irish boys and an oldie from n. dakota...


look at viv eyeing the weed...haha

one of the best parts of prague was probably the potato pancakes...SO GOOD...i was willing to walk across the whole city just to find a stand that sold it...mmmm...

kutna hora just outside of prague


bone church...


the cemetary of this church was getting too full...


so they used the bones as decoration.


shield...the little ones here are fingers...


this chandelier has every bone in the human body!


other "normal" church in the city...


friends that we made...2 siblings from scotland...the guy was reading "why people hate americans"...and one guy from austrailia =)


more delicious,cheap, czech food =P


so this city was so small that this was the train station...if you notice the windows in the back are all broken...and the train........was just that one car...it was basically a bus...we had to switch trains 3 times to get into prague...

:: Gina 8:23 AM :: 0 comments
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