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< Monday, March 31, 2003 >

so the 6th annual march party =) wonderful...i wish i remembered more though...been trying to piece together the night and ive been hearing some funny stories...=) read some xangas and what not...

i had fun =) dont remember much...counted to 10 shots...and apparently i look 2 swigs of 151 and one of wine?...haha...good times...gotta develope my camera too...that should be interesting....man...i did some stupid things...said some stupid things...piecing together the night isnt going well...its not making too much sense chronologically...oh well...21!

thank you to all those that came out...and thank you to those that took care of me...i seriously dont remember a thing towards the end of the night...but thank you =)

its just nice to know who cares...and who doesnt...i shouldnt say doesnt...just not enough i guess...

when i feel like it ill steal some pictures post them up here...im not really in the mood right now...still pretty emotional...and i keep finding out things that i dont want to hear/read...but all in all it was a great weekend...so thats what's keeping me sane right now..

i have some awesome friends...and fuck the letters...i have awesome PLEDGE SISTERS...thank you again all that came out and had fun...

this is possibly the last march party...6 years in a row...so many memories...remember the never-ending tacos...and 3 cakes from costco...the lan-party in one room/majong in another/video games in another...finally dancing at these damn things...year after year...its like a reunion...=)..."that time of the year again"...lots of good memories...good times...good times...

:: Gina 10:35 PM ::
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had fun last night =) went to coronet with rosa steve lou and paul...=) good times...thanx for coming...

turned 21 in the car cuz PAUL lagged too much...heehee...jp...but thank you to lou and steve for their wonderful rendition of happy birthday...haha...got to the place and the guy at the door was all shocked by our ID's...3/19, 3/22, 3/29...heehee...

buzzed of the first drink...some house special that they dont tell you whats in it...but it was good =) then had a royal fuck..."todd...will you give me a royal fuck"...then a 17 days in a crack house...and finished it off with an apple martini...

thank you for taking care of me after =) i know i can be stubborn...heehee...but i had a good time...hopefully you all did too =)

party tonight!!! dont miss out on the 6th annual march party! it'll be your loss if you dont come!!! =)

:: Gina 5:42 PM ::
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my drug-induced-cant-believe-im-still-talking-to-him-imaginary-online-friend sent me this link:

war baghdad blogger

i found it interesting...

:: Gina 8:49 PM ::
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didnt go to prive...came home...went to steph and watched west side story...chicago...and heartbreakers...

west side story...its amazing to see how far movies have come...it won best pictures in 1961...we totally ruined it though for ourselves...kept making dumb jokes and stuff...the song sequences i felt like i was going to pass out...and i like this musical stuff too...i just wasnt feeling it...i mean it wasnt bad...just wasnt feeling it

chicago...so after that we watched sequences from chicago...so good =)...what a great movie...catherine...damn...

heartbreakers was on tv...jason lee...strangely attractive..."my car doesnt drive so well with a tree in it!"...and jennifer love hewitt...amazing body...wow...there were scence all of us were like...<gasp>

didnt jacuzzi...but it was fun...just chillin =)

:: Gina 1:23 PM ::
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went to ruth's chris last night...man...the irvine one is so much better...this one sucked...i was so unimpressed...$55 for what?! i guess the steak was decent...but it didnt melt in my mouth like last time...and i got creamed spinich...it was so disgusting...the biggest battle to eat...then ordered a apple crumb dessert thing...paul said he loved it...but i dont know...it was...weak to me...

i wonder why i was so unimpressed...maybe cuz im sad or something...or maybe it really just wanst as good...i just ate the leftovers though...and the steak is the best left-over steak ive ever had...haha...life goes on...ill remember to go the irvine one next time...

should i go to prive...or go home and watch a movie/jacuzzi...?

:: Gina 6:44 PM ::
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so last night i went to the linkin park concert at the wiltern...it was amazing...they are amazing...i touched chester and mike =) i swear im never going to be able to go to concerts again and be hella far back...ive been too spoiled...=)

but yeah...so kristin and andrew got me the tix for my b-day and they were like...seats on the balcony...and andrew and steph had like...the bottom tickets...so we pulled the whole movie ticket stub thing and it was waaaaaaaaaay too easy...and since they were waiting in line since like...3pm...we were one of the first few people in and so we all got wrist bands and were in the pit...

the opening band was...ok...nothing spectacular...but the lead was insane...he was like...kicking the air and i swear his arm was going to fall off...then he did this weird dive into the stage that looked like it hurt like shit...we were in the back kind of for that...but once linkin park got on...it was like...charge to the front...=)

i was soooooooo close the entire time...and my fuckin arm got stuck in the air and i couldnt get it down...its all sore now...actually...my entire body is sore...all that damn pushing and shoving...good times =)...when i came out of the place my shirt was entirely soaked through with water and sweat...not even my sweat...gross huh? love it =)

so i barely touched chester...but he's fuckin hot...he has this menacing stare like he's goin to kill you when he's onstage...so hot...and mikes pretty cute too...NICE guy...i grabbed his leg and his arm during the concert...but at the end he came out and walk in this alleyway btwn the stage and the audience...and i like...locked hands with him twice...he pointed at steph =P she was so excited...it was funny...

all in all...one of the best performances ever...thank you once again to kristin and andrew...made my night =)

:: Gina 2:21 AM ::
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so if you dont already know...he broke up with me =(

im actually pretty sad...i mean its over a year and a half of work...you work so hard for something...and then in a second...its gone...but i guess it has to go both ways...so if he's not feeling it...then what am i suppose to do...im really disappointed...

i mean i never expected to like marry him or anything...the relationship was never like that...but i like him a lot...it was the simple things...you know? but yeah...im pretty sad about the whole thing...and im scared im going to go back to what happened after danny...i really dont want my life to be like that again...i think ive come a long way since then...but i guess the choice is up to me...

anywayz...so if you people are doing anything fun...invite me out...get my mind off of...being depressed...heehee

come to lou's and my b-day party...6th annual march party...ask me for details if you dont already know...

:: Gina 12:03 PM ::
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heehee...i figured out the pictures...


this is from our hotel...


the infamous senor frogs...


our first drinks...=)


these are the taxi's...



mardi gras night...

:: Gina 3:36 PM ::
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well let's see...mazatlan...the beach was beautiful...the pools were awesome...the hotel was wonderful...lots of fun with my girls =)

our days consisted of...waking up...getting ready...going to lunch...tanning...showering...sleeping...waking up...getting ready...going to dinner...getting ready...going to a party...recaping the night...showering...sleeping...repeat...

good times =) i miss the damn SUN! why is it so friggin cold in so cal...SUN SUN SUN!

i cant seem to steal the pictures off other people's pages...so you all will have to wait to see pictures...ill figure something out =P

so back to irvine...no more mazatlan...no more lounging around...went to a doctors appointment today...friggin 3 and a half hour wait...and i had an appointment too...grr...at least i got to watch 10 things...twice...haha...then got a smog check...chilled at justin's house...watched the laker game...they lost...now im home...bleh...how sad compared to the last couple of days...but all good =) glad to be home too...=P

:: Gina 12:10 AM ::
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back from mazatlan...will recap when i have more energy...got a lot of SUN in though =)

we're at war =\...strange...dunno what to say...stay safe...and the few i know that are there or going...sorry i havent kept in touch as well as i hoped...but ive know you all since middle school...so just be careful...<not like they read this...but yeah....>

but yeah...more later...

:: Gina 10:07 PM ::
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more procrastination...midterm tomorrow...finished my paper ontime...went to class...and i was the only one to friggin read today...then he let us go!!! i guess its a good thing...but still...the only one to read today...damn...

lalalala...i guess i can recap this weekend...ends up i missed some big party at stoneage...HEEHEE...as long as my girls had fun =)

friday did some work then headed home and chilled at tapioca forever...finally went home and talked to my mom and sister for a couple hours...heehee

saturday woke up and watched meteor garden for like...3 hrs...heehee...then ryan called and we went to a carshow cuz kenny was showing and stuff...i basically walked around twice and spent the rest of the time in an X5 watching meteor garden and ronin...these cars were insane...insane i tell you...its one thing to see a bunch of fixed up civics and preludes...but a group of european cars...yummy...not that i know what im talking about or anything =P...it just looks nice =) after went to eat at friday's...very disappointing meal...but all good =) after that went down to laguna and chilled...

sunday...woke up and went to islands...yummy!...then studied the rest of the day...but i mean...i had lunch at 3...so it wasnt like a DAY of studying...heehee...got stuff accomplished though...so that was nice =)

what a boring life...you have just wasted the last however many minutes it took you to read that...but you know what...youre probably procrastinating too...so at least im one of the few who updated =)

if you actually read this...leave a comment...=)

:: Gina 12:08 AM ::
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procrastinating...got a paper due tomorrow...postmodernism...bullshit...haha...gotta compare postmodernism with adaptation...i have my thesis...thats about it...oh...and a lil bit of research...

im just too incredibly tired to do it...ok...going to go eat...haha...good gina

:: Gina 9:40 PM ::
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haha...i just read the last entry and it sounds like im insane =)

im a lot more content today...got a paper back for one of my classes that i thought i totally missed the topic...but it ended up my teachers liked it...so im not goin to complain about an A- =) the guy in front of me got a C- and the girl next to me was pissed...=\ im going to fail the midterm though...some girl took initiative and split up all the reading to the people that wanted to participate...so that we'd only have to read like 2 articles each...and then summarize it and send the summaries around...i printed them out today and theres over 30 pages of notes...aoweihwoiennwgoie...

so i found another picture while surfing around =)



good times...=)

:: Gina 7:17 PM ::
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why would i even want to be a part of this anymore? i feel like i really am causing my own unhappiness...so you know what? im not goin to do this anymore...life is more than just this...and im excited for the next month or two...

spring break im going to mazatlan with the girls...get fucked up...tan a bit...and come home refreshed...
march 25th...linkin park!!! my first time...in a small theater...and its free! thanx to andrew and krsitin...=)
april 13th...ataris at HOB...yellowcard and juliana theory opening...$20...w00t =)
april 20th...Les Mis...already seen it...but you know what...theres 10 other people going...more than half which are good friends that im going to be happy to see again...

birthday's coming up...lou's goin to vegas...but he wants to party still...heehee...too bad he said no to using his house as venue though...i'll figure something out...21...

i feel like a huge burden has been lifted off my shoulders...=) not fully recovered...but look...the weather is getting nicer...<because i control it and all>

:: Gina 12:13 PM ::
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its funny how when youre so caught up in a situation you just cant think straight...

this made me happy:

Ch3wBaka: u're my pledge sis too
Ch3wBaka: hehe

=)...so simple...but i mean...we're all going through it together...it might be different programs...different locations...but we're all going through it...

:: Gina 2:13 AM ::
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here's another jacked picture...what's wrong with this one? i think we all look funny...maybe its the lighting...

:: Gina 7:18 PM ::
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aight...so now that im stuck in bed and dont have it in me to study...i decided to work a lil on this page...but im sick of it already...heehee...

i somewhat updated the links...just waiting for paul to find a new server then all the links should work...

im goin to see the ataris on apr 13th...les mis on apr 20th =) w00t...excited

went to the health center today...they told me to take acetaminophen and pseudoephedrine, which is basically tylenol and sudafed...which isnt suppose to make me drowsy...but it is...sleeeeeeeeeeepy...haha...but i have so much to catch up on...spent the last 4 days in bed...too much to do now...

ok...back to work...enough procrastinating...the pills are kicking in =)

:: Gina 3:40 PM ::
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there's vic in his outfit where i tore off the flower...<refer back to feb 7>...it was a yellow one =) yes i know...im insane...

:: Gina 5:09 PM ::
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SICK!...getting better though...but it just sucks ass...the other day/night i had a 36 hr headache...damn...that sucked...

i even bought medicine...and for those of you that know me...i dont believe in that stuff...so yeah...i bought it...but i didnt take it =)

so thur i had the most depressing night of my life...heehee...i was sick like non-other...freezing my ass off with a blanket wrapped around me on the couch...by myself...watching meteor garden 2...and literally crying my eyes out...it wasnt even a normal type of crying...it was like...ahhh...ahhh....haha...so good...so good...but i felt like the biggest dork cuz at least last time i had someone there crying with me...this time i was all by myself...=P

yesterday went to the tv taping for married by america...it was cold...but we got paid so its all good...last night some friends were up in LA so we caught a really late dinner...they ended up crashing here...and i made tony watch the first episode of mg2 =P

I HATE BEING SICK!

:: Gina 5:06 PM ::
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