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< Wednesday, July 31, 2002 >

as most of you know...im in love with american idol...its the most fantastic show on TV...=)

one of the girls in it has a guys name, ryan starr, shes pretty hot though...not so much face-wise, although they have done wonders in the last couple episodes...her body though...wow...what i would give...amazing...

well...so everytime this has been mentioned...all the girls say how they LOVE that she has a guy name...and now much they would want to name their daughters guys names...

but heres an angle that ive never thought of:

Afro C Hero: but deam...she should have a more feminine name
Afro C Hero: it's like..if yer doin her...u dont wana say a guy's name
Afro C Hero: i'ts too weird

good one frank...=)

:: Gina 3:23 PM ::
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alright...so it says that im overly dependent...what's new right? haha...

Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.

that pretty much describes me...

the other two...histrionic and avoidant...theyre like...opposites...so who knows what that means...im schizo? but then thats one of the only ones that i got a low on...go figure...

so let's work on gina being less dependent...yeah...back to work

:: Gina 9:45 AM ::
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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

wow...i have problems

:: Gina 7:18 PM ::
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here's a pix of me in china...this is the moutain where the girl jumps off at the end of crouching tiger...whoo!!!
<eggman, eric, joseph, kim, me, henry, vivian, craig>

:: Gina 3:15 PM ::
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so i havent just written here in awhile.

what's been going on? i bet most of you stopped checking this after i went on the quiz rampage...haha...

work is work though...its been pretty eventless these past couple days because the big people are all having meetings and therefore dont have time to delegate things for me to do. oh well...more AIM time...haha...

china was better than i thought...went for 10 days...saw some really gorgeous sights...but it also had its crummy parts...esp the mosquito bites...i think i was the first one to be attacked...haha

bought some stuff over there...erica got some shoes that im stealing from her...two pairs...one blue, one orange...i want them both...heehee...took some FOB pictures too...they turned out...OK...but there were maybe 2 i really liked...

what else has been going on...oh...im in love with american idol...its so wonderful...JUSTIN...haha...werid part is that i dont find him attractive...at all...but yet he still has the ability to make me <drool>...haha...yes...hes just a very talented boy...=P

mm...i think jacuzzing has been revived...many thanks to frank's 3 24-hr pools...havent been to steph's yet...but i hear its pretty amazing...yeah...

this weekend was a trip...parties here and there...you ever wonder why everything is piled into one space of time...instead of spreading it all out so theres constantly something to do? such is life...<happy birthday to kristin, tommy, and charles>

so what else is going on...hmm...kinda of a werid thought...but im sort of experiencing single life...and...its interesting...i mean yeah...ive said it before...but yet...it seems different this time...i just get so caught up in relationships and all that jazz...i dont know...learning experience...learning experience...

lunch time...bye bye

:: Gina 1:14 PM ::
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Life is not about writing great books, amassing great wealth, or achieving great power. It is about loving and being loved. It is about savoring the beauty of moments that do not last

:: Gina 12:59 PM ::
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On a personal level, this film works as some kind of revelation for me. It is impossible to put it into words, but the film stirs the deepest, most contradictory emotions in me. It transcends space and time, and has the ability to bring me into the state where the regular, everyday thoughts do not apply.

:: Gina 2:10 AM ::
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Romper145: =)
Is He Cute: lalalalala
Romper145: tsk tsk
Is He Cute:
Is He Cute: what shouldi eat today
Romper145: sometimes i really wish you were a pet
Is He Cute: lol
Romper145: you would be a fun pet
Is He Cute: then you could feed me
Is He Cute: and i wouldht have to think where to eat
Romper145: hahahah
Romper145: cute
Romper145: aww
Romper145: but you would have to be much much much smaller
Romper145: maybe like a foot tall
Is He Cute: hahahahahaa

:: Gina 12:51 PM ::
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love doesnt make the world go round. love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

:: Gina 3:06 PM ::
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OMG!!! I want!!!

:: Gina 3:39 AM ::
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r Y e b O i: you and your songs

interesting...

:: Gina 2:26 PM ::
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http://tim2k75.hypermart.net/melons.jpg

:: Gina 3:46 PM ::
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: ?
: that's the first time i've ever heard a girl say that
Is He Cute: really?
: i never heard of a girl not liking kissing
Is He Cute: well then
Is He Cute: im special i guess
Is He Cute: =P
: you are always special
Is He Cute: =)
: =)
: magnetic
Is He Cute: haha
: i've never seen anyone like you
Is He Cute: awww...wow
Is He Cute:
: it's very true
: sigh
: if there only were more girls like you....
Is He Cute: lol
Is He Cute: you must stop this
: 1. the world would be beautiful
: 2. i'd be in trouble
: haha

:: Gina 4:03 PM ::
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